Evil-Scarecrow

Why is it that even though you are laying right next to me you feel so far away? I turn to look at you but you turn away from me What did I do that was so wrong that you can’t even look at me? I wrap my arms around you to just hold you but you tell me not to When I talk to you, you don’t even look me in the eyes anymore Why do you do this to me? Do you hate me that much? What have I done that is so wrong? Did I not kiss you enough? Was it because I didn’t tell you that I love you? Or is it because you are over me? Over the way I kiss you? Over the way I caress you? Over the way I hold you tightly? I need you, I wa

The things i do for you are endless No matter what is done Or said Through thick and thin You still stand by me You are the one i trust most Yet the distance between us Is heart breakingly long I wish to see you each day Need to hear you speak my name Long to wake up next to you Knowing it is I that you love That you need I want to see you at your best To see you at your worst And everything in between And see you under me! I wish to see you in the morning I need to see you in the evening But at night is the time i long to see you most I long to feel your touch Upon my naked skin I need to see you Laying next to me Hav

Alone i stood against heaven’s angels, fighting, killing, hating loathing, enjoying the slaughter, the bloodbath. Feathers gently falling all around me like pieces of a memory. But then i saw you, your perfect skin, golden brown hair, piercing blue eyes, perfect figure and your black raven like wings. Time seemed to slow to a halt as everything, everyone seemed to melt away. I was stuck, frozen to the spot drowning in your ocean clear eyes and i knew it was you that i had been searching for all these centuries wanting, needing to feel, feel your warmth, your touch, but most of all needing to feel your love. You smiled flashing your pe

They told me i was stupid for being there you when you needed me the most. Told me to come with them instead of being at your side “Don’t protect him, he has caused this so let him pay the consequences” Did i run? No Did i fall? No Did i stand and fight in your name and honour? Yes Nothing ever made me budge or falter So why is it that when i needed you the most you weren’t there? When they told you to go with them why did you leave me? Why did you pretend not to see me when i was in front of you talking? Why should i have to pay for the mistakes you made? All because of an ex, i don’t think that’s

Alone in the darkness you shall find me Crying into the darkness to bring me light Bring me hope Instead of pain Hate Anger Depression Bring me hope Love Happiness Joy A feeling of belonging Being wanted Being needed Feelings i have never known Make me whole Help fill the void in my chest I beg you to bring me light And when you do please, please don’t ever let me go back there To where a giant hole has been cut into my chest Getting larger each day i’m in this state Take my arms from around my waist To stop me from falling apart To help numb the pain And place them around you Place your arms around me so i